torture, because you realize that in order to achieve it you’re gonna have to go there, wherever it happens to. be, but you’ve got to go in there and _be there, because you have to experience it so that can reach the page intact, with an integrity at its centre that is undeniable and unquestionable. I think you’re talking about the really dithcult sections of the book where things happen to people that are... And the worst of them was Eleanor. When I, when Eleanor Farjeon was killed by her beloved kids, I literally was devas- tated. And I literally can still remember the feeling of finishing with that little moment of seeing her and literally pushing it away from me like that (gesturing) off to that side of the desk. I couldn’t have it in front of me any longer... POTA: How long does it take to recover from... TF: That would have come at the end of the work day and I wouldn’t have gone on to any- thing or over to anything. This is sort of silly when I look back at this. But this was a long time ago. I’d killed a character and I knew she was going to die - this was in a book called The Buttertly Plague - and this is way back in 1968, when I was writing it and after she’d died - she died of cancer on the beach, looking up at the sky, it’s a very beautiful but sad, sad scene - this » woman coming to the end of her life in this extraordinarily beautiful situation - and I could not work for two weeks, because I had lost a very good friend. I was in bereavement for this charac- ter who was purely fictional. BW: There’s a moment in The War’s when, after Robert Ross has had to shoot a horse in the hold. of a ship, the young soldier with him says ” Shall I light us a lantern, Sir?” and Robert says, “No. Thank you,” because he’s thinking, “I don’t want to see his eyes, right at this moment. I don’t want him to see mine.” Tiff would come down from writing some of these passages and he would literally avoid eye contact with me, for awhile. TF: That’s quite true. I’d forgotten that. BW: He had to deal with the feelings for awhile on his own before he came back into the world. What did Adele Wiseman... TF: Oh, Adele Wiseman said that this is what writers have to do. They do it on behalf of other people. She said, “Your job is to go down into the pit of hell,” this is her phrasing, “...rummage around and see what’s there and experience it all and come back up. And the bad news is you’re gonna have to tell them what’s there, but the good news is because you’ve been and come back with that view, they don’t have to go. The reader doesn’t have to go, they only have to be told about it. POTA: At the end of Headhunter... I had read in an interview that you had changed the ending. PLR: -Yepe POTA: Do you want to talk about... was it darker? TF: Oh, yeah. It was totally dark. POTA: And what made you decide to not [keep the original ending]? TF: Well, other people. And I had te really fight that. I didn’t want to. And I said... it was Bill and the editor of the book, Iris, and I think one other person, David possibly, a professor who had read the book as a courtesy and is a good critic... They all said the same thing you can’t leave us like this - in the dark - just totally .” . . .And I thought but I don’t know how to alter that . . . The way I did was I said, “Okay. Ill consider what you’ve said. But I have to find my own way to this. You're all going to have to go away. No sugges- tions. No little notes. Nothing, you know. Just leave me alone.” BW: It’s important to give Scott a sense of what I think a lot of people have misunderstood in hearing that you’d changed the ending - what that means. And it was a twofold thing. So many of the storylines ended totally down. Grendel died. The dog died. The baby was not born. Ollivia’s baby “ — ar , raat <= 5 was aborted. TF: ...And there was another killing on the streets outside the museum. BW: And another dog died right as she was about to make her decision. TF: ...1’m not sorry they made me do this because I think good stuff came out of it, but it had to be me that found it. BW: No good editor tells a writer what todo... TF: No. BW: ...the editor asks, “Are you sure that’s what you meant to do?”. TF: Or, “Does this satisfy you?” If you say, Oe POTA: The first question yesterday was a guy, he . asked about... he made a connection between Headhunter and The Wars... TF: Fagan. POTA: Fagan. Okay ... How do you feel when someone makes those... well, first of all, to be studied. He was obviously very well versed in your writing. TE: Yes; POTA: And asa scholar you haven’t got access to the writer all the time. How do you feel about being interpreted that way? TF: I think it’s very dangerous to pay too much attention. It’s an honourable profession, and it’s a very good thing that books are used as tools in education. And that fiction, especially, is used as a tool. In Toronto, at Osgoode Hall, on one of the courses, and this is law, they teach a book of mine called the Last of the Crazy People in which a little boy kills his family. And I think that’s wonderfully creative as a way of using a novel because they use it in their exploration of the difference between motive and... BW: Intent. TF: ...intent. And they literally throw the novel at them and say, “Here’s an exploration. Come to terms with it. Tell us what it means.” For law- yers. Very creative. I think that’s great. But when professors... there was one I always use as the example of why it’s dangerous and also, very mystifying (laughs). This professor was teaching his class that The Wars could be summarized with the letter “r”, is it? Rabbits, Rowena, Robert Ross, rape. And I thought, “What? What?!” But then he apparently breaks down the book into all these sections. Robert Ross is a name and Rowena, the sister . . . and the rabbits and the rape and gives a very good, very interesting reading of the book. But I thought, “I don’t want to know this. I don’t want to know this. Ever.” And I’m sorry I did. (Laughs) ~ BW: Did you want to know you were a postmodernist? TF: And when... there was a woman called Linda Hutchins, started writing about postmodernism, I was chosen as one of the prime examples of what postmodernism was all about. I was at, by chance, at a writers’ congress where Linda Hutchins gave a paper about this and talked about a book of mine called Famous Last Words as a prime example of something called “postmodernism”. And I went rushing home to look up “modernism” and there was nothing in any dictionary, anyway, in those days - this is now about eight, nine years ago - describing postmodernism in any terms whatso- ever. I hadn’t a clue what she was talking about and I don’t really think I have yet. I don’t know what it means. I don’t know what it means. Because then they talk about postmodernist architecture. BW: We find generally academic analysis of a book has nothing to do with either what the writer intended or what most readers perceive. It is - ?’m not saying it’s wrong to do it - but as long as you realize it is an artificial structure that it being built up, an intellectual structure that is not connected to what the art is. It is off to one side. And it just seems to me it’s rather sad that so much time and money is put into that kind of lateral interpretation of a piece of work rather than coming to grips with what the writer is trying to do. POTA: Do you find it gets lost, the passion of the word and the power and the emotion and well, the moral, the message gets lost with analysis? TF: Mostly, but not inevitably. There are teachers... I’ve been to classes where they’ve revolutionized the students’ imaginations, basi- cally, and thus their lives, enhancing their response to reality using books like The Wars. There was one senior class at a high school where all the students were cases. And a class had been created of young men who had fought education, who were fighting the civilization around them in every sense - not necessarily all people from the street or poor people, but real intellectual anarchists - and they were, for me, electrifying - to listen to them and to listen to what they had got from reading The Wars because of the way it had been opened to them. They never would have even picked it up if they hadn’t had this particular teacher. And in those instances, it’s then you think, “Hallelujah. Do whatever you need to.” - because in a sense it saves lives, by which I mean reading, not The - Wars. by scott scobbie torture, hecause you realize that in order to achieve it you're gonna have to go there, wherever it happens to be, but you've got to go in there and be there, because you have to experience it so that can reach the page intact, with an integrity at its centre that is undeniable and unquestionable, 1 think you're talking about the really difficult sections of the book where things happen to people that are... And the worst of them was Eleanor. When I, when Eleanor Farjeon was Killed by her beloved kids, I lterally was devas- tated. And [literally can still remember the fecling of finishing with that little moment of seeing her and literally pushing it away trom me like that (gesturing) off to that side of the desk. couldn’ have it in front of me any longer POTA: How long does it take to recover from... ‘TE: That would have come at the end of the work day and I wouldn't have gone on to any- thing or over fo anything, This is sort of silly when I look back at this. But this was a long time ago. T'd killed a character and I knew she was ‘going to die - this was in a book called The Butterfly Plague - and this is way back in 1968, ‘when I was writing it and after she'd died - she dlied of cancer on the beach, looking up at the sky, it’s very beautiful but sad, sad scene - this ‘woman coming to the end of her life in this ordinarily beautiful sittation - and I could not work for two weeks, because I had lost a very ‘good friend. I was in bereavement for this charac- ter who was purely fictional BW: There's a moment in The War's when, after Robert Ross has had to shoot a horse in the hold fa ship, the young soldier with him says ” Shall 1 light us a lantern, Sir?” and Robert says, “No. ‘Thank you,” because he’s thinking, “I don’t want to see his eyes, right at this moment, I don’t want him to see mine.” Tiff would come down from writing some of these passages and he would literally avoid eye contact with me, for awhile. TE: That's quite true. I'd forgotten that. BW: He had to deal with the feelings for awhile con his own before he came back into the world. ‘What did Adele Wiseman . . ‘TE: Oh, Adele Wiseman said that this is what writers have to do. They do it on behalf of other people. She said, “Your job is to go down into the pit of hell,” this is her phrasing, “..rummage around and sce what's there and experience it all and come back up. And the bad news is you're gonna have to tell them what's there, but the good news is because you've been and come back with that view, they don’t have to go. The reader doesn’t have to go, they only have to be told about it. POTA: Atthe end of Headhunter... [had read in an interview that you had changed the ending, TE: Yep. POTA: Do you want to talk about... was it darker? TE: Oh, yeah. It was totaly dark POTA: And what made you decide to not [keep the original ending)? TF: Well, other people. And I had te really fight that. Tdidn’t want to. And I sad... it was Bill and the editor of the book, Iris, and I think one other person, David possibly, a professor who had read the book as a vourtesy and is a good critic . ‘They ll said the same thing you can’t leave us like js - in the dark - just totally.” .. And I thought ‘but I don't know how to alter that... The way I did was I sid, “Okay. T'l consider what you've said, But T have to find my own way to this, You're all going to have to go away. No sugges tions, No litte notes. Nothing, you know. Just leave me alone.” BW: Ir's important to give Scott a sense of what I think a lot of people have misunderstood in hearing that you'd changed the ending - what that ‘means. And it was a twofold thing. So many of the storylines ended totally down. Grendel died. ‘The dog died. The baby was not born. Olivia’s baby was aborted. TE: ... And there was another killing on the streets outside the museum, BW: And another dog died right as she was about to make her decision. TF: ... 'mnot sorry they made me do this because I think good stuff came out of it, but it had to be me that found it. BW: No good editor tells a writer what to do TE: No. «the editor asks, “Are you sure that’s st ou meant to do”. Or, “Does this satisfy you?” IF you say, Oe wue POTA: The first question yesterday was a guy, he asked about... he made a connection between Headhunter and The Wars... TE: Fagan, POTA: Fagan. Okay .. . How do you feel when someone makes those... well, first of all, to be studied. He was obviously very well versed in your writing. TE: Yes. POTA: And asa scholar you haven't got access to the writer all the time, How do you feel about being interpreted that way? ‘TE: I think it’s very dangerous to pay too much attention. It’s an honourable profession, and it’s a very good thing that books are used as tools in education, And that fiction, especialy, is used as a tool. In Toronto, at Osgoode Hall, on one of the courses, and this is law, they teach a book of mine called the Lastof the Crazy People in which a little boy kills his family. And I think that's wonderfully, creative asa way of using a novel because they use it in their exploration of the difference between motive and BW: Inte ‘TE: intent. And they literally throw the novel at them and say, “Here's an exploration. Come to terms with it, Tell us what it means.” For law: yers, Very creative. I think that's great. But when professors... there was one T always use asthe example of why it’s dangerous and also, very ‘mystifying (laughs). This professor was teaching his class that ‘The Wars could be summarized with the letter “r”, is it? Rabbits, Rowena, Robert Ross, rape. And I thought, “What? Wha!” But then he apparently breaks down the book into all these sections. Robert Ross isa name and. Rowena, the sister... and the rabbits and the rape and gives a very good, very interesting reading of the book. But I thought, “I don’t want to know this. [don’t want ro know this. Ever.” And I'm sorry I did. (Laughs) BW: Did you want to know you were a postmodernist? ‘TE: And when... there was a woman called Linda Hutchins, started writing about postmodernism, I was chosen as one of the prime examples of what postmodernism was all about. I was at, by chance, ata writers’ congress where Linda Hutchins gave a paper about this and talked about a book of mine called Famous Last Words as a prime example of something called “postmodernism”. And I went rushing home to look up “modernism” and there ‘was nothing in any dictionary, anyway, in those days - this is now about eight, nine years ago describing postmodernism in any terms whatso- ever. Ihadn’t a clue what she was talking about and I don’t realy think I have yet. I don’t know what it means. I don’t know what it means. Because then they talk about postmodernist architecture. BW: We find generally academic analysis of a book has nothing to do with either what the writer intended or what most readers perceive. Itis- I’m not saying it’s wrong to do it - but as long as you realize it isan artificial structure that it being built up, an intellectual structure that is not connected to what the artis. I is off to one side. And it just seems to me it’s rather sad that so much time and money is put into that kind of lateral interpretation ‘fa piece of work rather than coming to grips with what the writer is trying to do. POTA: Do you find it gets lost, the passion of the word and the power and the emotion and well, the moral, the message gets lost with analysis? TE: Mostly, but not inevitably. There are teachers... 've been to classes where they've revolutionized the students’ imaginations, basi cally, and thus their lives, enhancing their response to reality using books like The Wars. There was cone senior class ata high school where all the students were cases. And a class had been created Cf young men who had fought education, who ‘were fighting the civilization around them in every sense - not necessarily all people from the street or poor people, but real intellectual anarchists - and they were, for me, electrifying - to listen to them and to listen to what they had got from reading ‘The Wars because of the way it had been opened to them. They never would have even picked it up iftthey hadn’t had this particular teacher. And in those instances, it’s then you think, “Hallelujah. Do whatever you need to.” - because in a sense it saves live, by which I mean reading, not The Wars. by scott scobbie