too Much Music hey, yo, dig this: can you stand it when unshaven, broad faced men, or women with bare bellies and perky nipples become big just because they‘re horny? moaning songs like rabid dogs on the eve of April so hard up with wet licked lips singing orgasmic microphone mash like “Ooooo” and “Aaaah” until their great Grammy says they're sages and poets all because they can’t keep their hormones in check: hey, video potato heads: quit telling me how to fuck because the fruits of Labour are sour when you're twenty... Andrew M. Robulack | was walking down a hot street in grungy L.A. Mexico town and a guy got shot; bloody parkade, | thought it was on tv. Later, from my bed, it was. Andrew M. Robulack Sunday, February _, 1992 Hard sky pressed against my face feeling swallowed by the whole damn Gulf of Living; body of water feeling the spasm of walking on cement under the sun. Heart sky has pulled itself onto the sun after one day of drowning, into the sludge of night, waiting for sleep, breathing like a broken lung machine or a dog gone mad over a cat behind a window. Andrew M. Robulack Planet of the Arts Volume 7 Issue 6 To Find the Meaning | sometimes wonder, as | looked at her, and try to understand, does history matter? Does Art matter? These things that imply continuities, They cater to our need for pattern, our hunger for meaning, | sometimes wonder, as | look at her, If they cheat us in the end, if we ourselves, must make the meanings Tasha Moth Rally for Wronged little girl of the art world child illusion gone past you stand at the “Mike” those words written hit with a blast writer of those words he must be so blind to see that you are not evil not different from him or me now you are scared and are hurt and it’s all so unjust that loss of comfort now not knowing who to trust little girl, you know it’s not the last vicious word and the pain will be different each time it is heard you stand at the mike as the last “nice” attempt is made while unhearing eyes search for the shade, you tell of the scars ask them to help the wounds heal, just to open their eyes and to see how you feel, may they understand the responsibility is not just up to you, you deserve as much happiness as the rest of us do Tasha Moth page = Baked Hearts Delight The kind of cake shaped in a heart with white icing trimmed in pink you give it to me on Valentines day probably from the IGA, in one of those plastic boxes, which means in this case the mass production of hearts | remind myself, it is a gesture more than anything. You slice it down the middle, with the knife | use to butter toast half for you half for me no ice cream It crumbles when | pick it up and | smear the crumbs into the pink making little half-moons in the bowl thinking about rubbibg it in your face two people rolling in gigantic mountains of artificial pink we eat in silence Me, grateful you didn’t give me an overdone “| love you, baby” Hallmark card. You, looking slightly smug still hungry half-hoping I'll be on the menu. Later | lie on the couch watching the day’s good intentions disintegrate on the nightly news The icing slowly digesting in my stomach | turn off the lights watching the numbers on the digital clock, 6:56 Trying to scrape the sour taste from my mouth but my tongue is fat and tired leaves the roof of my mouth unsatisfied When | close my eyes you are dragged down into an endless pit of saccharine and | watch delighted as you drown 3-2-1 unable to move, and as always unable to help you -Kasey Goldstraw ‘too Much Music hey, yo, dig this: an you standit when ushaven, broad faced menor women with bare belies and pry nipples ‘become big jus because theyre horny? ‘moaning song ke bid dogs onthe eve ofA ‘ohard up with wet Ticked ps singing crgasmic microphone mash ike “00000” and “Aaaah’ ntl ther great Grameny sa they're sages and poets al because they can't keep thet hormones in cheek hey, video potato heads utteling me rw fuck because thefts of Labour ‘ae sour when youre twenty. Andrew M. 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