(1 PLANET OF TRE ARTS INTERVIEW: by: SANDRA LOCKWOOD SUSAN MUSGRAVE She has been called British Columbia's ’ Darkest Heart.’ Despite the black- ness that pervades much of her work, Susan Musgrave is one of Canada’ s most successful and widely read poets. Her first book of poems, Songs of the Sea Witch, (Sono Nis Press) appeared when she was only seventeen, and brought her immediate recognition. Now at the age of thirty-five, with nine books to her credit, the most recent Cocktails at the Mausoleum, (McClelland and Stewart, 1984), one novel, The Charcoal Burners,(McClelland and Stewart, 1980), and anew novel forthcoming, she is one of our most critically acclaimed poets. SL: In your poem “One More Lyric, One More” you write “poetry has never been anything but trouble”. What do you mean by this? SM: That is actually a line taken from a poet called Anselm Hollo. Poetry gets you into trouble because people often think there is more going on in you than there might be, and they are therefore suspicious of you. When I lived on the Queen Charlottes I never told anybody I was a poet. I had a really sweet next door neighbor and we became good friends. One day she found out I was a poet — somebody gave her my first book, and she was really shocked because the poems didn’t seem to correspond with what she knew of me. I used to take her flowers and all the flowers ~ in my poems are dead; all the birds are dead. She said “Susan is such a sweet person we thought she would write about flowers and birds.” She was almost disillusioned as if I had been pre- senting something I wasn’t, when in fact there are many sides to people, and there are times when you are writing poetry when it might dig into certain aspects of your personality that aren't there all the time. If I were like my poems 24 hours a day, I wouldn’t be here talking about them because they are fairly black. That is what my underlying vision of life is. But I compen- sate for that because I can’t go around being that gloomy all the time, so I tend to make it into a farce. [In Panama, I had one poem (The Shark Came Up) I left lying on the table. After my friends read it, that was it, no one would go to the beach with me. They had this feeling I was presenting one image, but was really very diabolical. ] SL: You have often been accused of being a lyric poet., Is ‘One More Lyric, One More’ in answer to this. SM: Yes. That was written when Patrick Lane and I were in Winnipeg one winter where he was writer-in-residence. Both of us tend to be lyric poets compared to a lot of the poets writing on the West Coast. I have a really strong sense of rhythm when I’m writing — I tap my foot. We just felt that somehow it was unfashionable to be writing lyrical poetry. But that is the way I write. I’m a lyricist. SL: In your definition, what is a poem, who is a poet? Is there any way to categorize poetry? SM: I hope not. No, I don’t think there is. There are,any number and variety of people who are poets. I’m sure people have figured out answers to that, but I don’t think about those kind of things. I just know one when I read one. SL: Then it is instinctive? SM: Yes, I think it is. I don’t like academic poetry. I don’t like poetry that requires you to know a lot of mythological references. I like poetry that speaks directly. I don’t analyse a lot. I don’t have any need to figure out what makes mys- teries work. You never find out the answers anyway. I re- member there was a sign up at Long Beach - they turned ‘The Wicket and the Shin’ into!a museum. They put up a sign showing tidepools and crabs and wrote “We will at- tempt to unravel the mysteries of the north Pacific Ocean.” People always want to unravel mysteries. I’m really content to leave them how they are. SL: In Cocktails at the Mausoleum you quote from Richard Eberhard’s poem he wrote upon seeing the grave of Henry James: “a name may be glorious / but death is death.” In “One More Lyric . . .” you also write: “We don’t know how to die / we make an art of it.” Are you saying that poetry romanticizes death? SM: I’m being sarcastic and cynical. We capitalize on pain. Being a poet you do. When I’m going through bad times people always say “Oh, you will write a poem about that.” When, in fact, I consciously think “This is a bad time, I’m not going to write a poem. That line “We don’t know how to die. . .” is alsoa kind of echo of Sylvia Plath’s: “Dying ts an art / Like everything else I do it exceptionally well /I do it so it feels like hell.” SL: Stereotype poetic words like ‘soul’, ‘time’, ‘eternity’, ‘mind’, etc. are almost absent from your writing. Yet, you entitle one poem “On Being Told, Ten Years Ago, Never to Use the Word ‘Time’ in a Poem”. SM: Yes. I remembor asking bp nichol what to do when people want to use clichés, and he said, “Clichés? I avoid them like the plague!” ‘Soul’, ‘time’ are sterotype words that are supposed to be evocative when in fact they are so vague. My eyes glaze over when I see the word ‘soul’. I don’t get any closer to what the poet is trying to say. SL: Then how do you use a word like ‘love’? Everytime I Sandra Lockwood turn on the radio I hear it. Ihave become so desensitized to it I don’t even know what it means. How do you give words like ‘love’, ‘life’, ‘death’ new meaning? SM: I suppose it is the context. They could be considered vague words but they are words that catch people’s imagi- nation. People may not have an idea of what a soul is, but they have their own version of love. It is something they can identify with. SL: But a phrase like “I love you” seems to have lost so much meaning. I would never dare say that to anybody. SM: I was like that for awhile. I was with someone for years who would never say it and who thought if you loved some- one you didn’t need to say it. So I was always afraid. Then other people I’ve said “I love you” to have answered “How can you love me, you don’t know me.” And my response, which I don’t say, is “If I did know you then I wouldn’t love you.” I don’t need to ‘know’ people. Love is something I feel instantly for someone. I’m no longer afraid to tell people that. It is their problem if they can’t cope with it. And a lot of people can’t; they think it means you want the mortgage to their heart. In fact, it doesn’t with me. It means ‘right now’. To say I love you is conditional. It means for ‘this moment’ I do. Love and death are two things I write about because they are very elusive to me. Yet, I’m preoc- cupied with both of them. SL: Why are you so preoccupied with death? SM: It is such a hideous goal. The goal of all life. (She laughs). It is like the darkness we are headed for. And while I don’t much like being here a lot of the time, it is all [ have. The un- known is much more frightening. If I could be dead for 10 years I could stand that, but eternity — T always have trouble with ‘eternity’. I don’t like the word. ‘The Infinite’. As a child I could never understand infinity. No wonder! It is just too much to grasp. I can’t understand how somebody dies and then they are gone. It doesn’t make any sense to me how the body can betray you. I suppose it is quite odd that we are here in the first place. I almost feel cheated that I am here because then I have to die. If I’d never been born I wouldn’t have to go through all this. Now I’m preoccupied with my daughter’s death. I worry about that all the time instead of my own. That is what happens when you have kids, you give hostages to fortune. SL: In Cocktails you write about having to be photographed in your ‘new image’, and feeling very strange and uncomfortable. SL: Yes. But a lot of my poems are really tongue-in-cheek. I was writer-in-residence at the University of Waterloo. I had a job for the first time in my life, and I was living in Ontario. This was all very new to me. Of course I felt un- comfortable being photographed in a cornfield in Ontario, away from the sea and the rocks I’m so used to. Some radio announcer read that line, “standing naked in my high heel shoes”, and I could tell what the question was going to be. He said, “Most people wouldn’t be photographed naked in a cornfield in their high heeled shoes, but you are a poet, and poets are different, right?” And I said, “Well, I hate to disappoint you but I really wasn’t photographed naked in my high heels.” I should have said, “That is nothing. You should see me when I go to a bas- ketball game!” In that poem I was trying to say I was vulnerable, not physically naked. SL: You have established youself as quite an important poetic figure in Canada. Are you afraid of being moulded or pigeonholed into something that is marketable? SM: Oh, I already am. There’s no doubt about it. And I’ve tried for years to break out of that, but whatever Ido, people ~ still insist on having that image. Somebody phoned me from Enroute the other day because they wanted to “check the facts’, and they asked ‘““Would you describe yourself as being dark and brooding and preoccupied with the morbid side of life?” I just laughed and said, “I wouldn’t, and I know many people do, but who would describe themselves as that?” And she said, “Yes, I see what you mean.” The ANANAANAANAAAAAAAANANAAAAAAAAAAAAAARAAAAAAAAAARAAAARAARAAAAAAA AAAS (2 PLANET OF THE ARTS INTERVIEW SUSAN MUSGRAVE She has been called British Columbia’ ness that pervades much of her work, most successful and widely read poets by: SAN ’Darkest Heart.’ Despite the blac Susan Musgrave is one of Canada’s Her first book of poems, Songs of the Sea Witch, (Sono Nis Press) appeared when she was only seventeen, and brought her immediate recognition. 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