George Febiger

i must now decide what to write about, where to
i must now decide what to write about, where to
write to. i have decided to write and now must decide
write to. i have decided to write and now must decide

more, decisions always imply more. anyway, to choose a

more, decisions always imply more. anyway, to choose a
subject is what i now must do. to choose and then make
subject is what i now must do. to choose and then make
good my choice by writing about it. at anyrate, there are
good my choice by writing about it. at anyrate, there are
a million things to do, which means nothing. with nothing
a million things to do, which means nothing. with nothing
to do i choose to spend time writing. i decide this is

to do i choose to spend time writing. i decide this is
right, to do so. yet it is with some dread that i choose
right, to do so. yet it is with some dread that i choose
this decision, with some subtle doubt. do i doubt the

this decision, with some subtle doubt. do i doubt the
rightness or doubt the choice or doubt the decision. i
rightness or doubt the choice or doubt the decision. i
doubt that this writing will keep my mind from drifting,
doubt that this writing will keep my mind from drifting,
from slipping to dreams. my mind will slide to dream-
from slipping to dreams. my mind will slide to dream-
State, this i know. and knowing this i decide to write, ~*
anyway.

anyway.

W.J. 1980

“With an apple | will astonish Paris.”
—Paul Cezanne

{i must now decide what to write about, where to

‘iimust now decide what to write about, where to
write to. { have decided to write and now must decide
write to. i have decided to write and now must decide
‘more, decisions always imply more. anyway, to choose a
more, decisions always imply more. anyway, to choose a
subject is what i now must do. to choose and then make
‘subject is what i now must do. to choose and then make
good my choice by writing about it. at anyrate, there are
good my choice by writing about it. at anyrate, there are
million things to do, which means nothing. with nothing
a million things to do, which means nothing. with nothing
to do i choose to spend time writing. | decide this is
to do i choose to spend time writing. | decide this is
right, to do so. yet itis with some dread that i choose
right, to do so. yet it is with some dread that i choose
this decision, with some subtle doubt. do i doubt the
this decision, with some subtle doubt. do / doubt the
rightness or doubt the choice or doubt the decision. /
rightness or doubt the choice or doubt the decision. i
‘doubt that this writing will keep my mind from drifting,
doubt that this writing will keep my mind from drifting,
from slipping to dreams. my mind will slide to dream-
from slipping to dreams. my mind will slide to dream-
state, this i know. and knowing this i decide to write,
anyway.
anyway.
WJ. 1980

“with an apple | wil astonish Paris."
—Paul Cezanne